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Fri, Apr. 16th, 2004, 02:20 pm
I remember

when Marley came to my first show with Shattered Screams. Good times.

Thu, Apr. 15th, 2004, 05:07 pm
COME!

SATURDAY APRIL 17th, 2004
7:00 pm - 9:00 pm | $3

SHATTERED SCREAMS
+ one more band

@ Mike's House (CALL FOR DIRECTIONS)
(925) 325-3078 or IM @ itsnoGOnono

*Limited amount of guests. Get here by 7:00 sharp to be let in.*

Antioch Denny's after party.

Mon, Feb. 23rd, 2004, 07:49 am
The Passion

is going to be sick. Im excited for it to come out. I dont know when Ill see it but thats ok, I will sometime. Soccer is over now which means I can get a job which means that I can get a car. I get my liscence very soon. Thats exciting. There are some 1 Acts at my school coming up this weekend. I am in one of them. Its call I Never Saw Another Butterfly. It is about the Hollacaust[sp?}. Well it is about specific people but its really really sad. Its really good though and people should come see it either friday or saturday night. There are two others as well that should be pretty good. I am off to school now.

Fri, Feb. 6th, 2004, 11:53 pm

We had a show tonight. There was bigger turn out than expected which was awesome.There were tons of Vaca kids there which was cool cause they all tore up the floor. The other bands were good. Got to see a lot of people. Ms Bagley, my history teacher was there. That was awesome. Shes illmatic.

Tue, Feb. 3rd, 2004, 10:24 pm

Clavin31: good, its pleasing to hear that
KillJaclynBarr: im glad i can service you with some pleasure

Mon, Feb. 2nd, 2004, 10:27 pm

Just once I wish she would come back.

Fri, Jan. 23rd, 2004, 09:38 pm

001) What time did you start this?: 9:38
002) Name?: Ben
003) Date of birth?: 11.7.86
004) Sex?: Male
005) Height?: 6'
006) Eye color?: blue
007) Weight?: 57 lbs.
008) Location?: right now, Point Loma University
009) Where were you born?: California
012) Do you have crush on someone?: No
013) Do you have a bf/gf?: No
015) How long have you been together?: N/A
016) What are you wearing right now?: Shorts, t-shirt, sweatshirt
017) Would you have sex before marriage?: No
018) Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? No
019) Are you a virgin?: Yes
020) Do you smoke?: XXX
021) Do you drink?: XXX
022) Are you ghetto?: I wish
023) Are you a player?: I wish
024) What are your favorite colors?: Black and blue
025) What is your favorite animal?: Me baby, ME
026) Do you have any birthmarks?: Yes, 1. It looks like Austrailia.
027) Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: I was jumped by 3 black men.
028) Who are your best friends?: Cory, my brother
029) Have you ever beat someone up?: Yes
031) Have you ever been slapped?: In the face, No.
032) Do you get online a lot?: Not so much anymore
033) Are you shy or outgoing?: A little of both
034) Do you shower?: Yes
035) Do you hate school?: Not always
036) Do you have a social life?: yeah
037) How easily do you trust people?: Not easily at all.
038) Have you ever lied to your best friends?: Yes
039) Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: No
040) Would you ever sky dive?: Yes
041) Do you like to dance?: Depends what kind.
- The survey...it disappeared -
068) Have you ever been out of state?: Yes
069) Do you like to travel?: Yes
071) Have you ever been suspended from school?: Yes
071) Do you want to get out of your hometown?: Yes
072) Are you spoiled?: I dont think so. I dont think im underprivaledged either.
073) Are you a brat?: No.
074) Have you ever been dumped?: Hrm...sorta. It was mutual i suppose.
076) What's your favorite drink?: Probably water now.
077) Do you like Snapple?: Yes
078) Do you drink a lot of water?: Yes
079) What toothpaste do you use?: Aquafresh
080) Do you have a cell phone or pager?: Yes
081) Do you have a curfew?: No
082) Who do you look up to?: My brother
083) Are you a role model?: No
085) What name brand do you wear the most?: New Balance
086) What kind of jewelry do you wear?: Fossil Arkitekt watch, 4g plugs
087) What do you have pierced?: Ears
088) What do you want pierced?: Lip, 2nd on lobes, and septum
089) Do you like taking pictures?: Yes
090) Do you like getting your picture taken?: Once in a while
091) Do you have a tan?: I am blinding
092) Do you get annoyed easily?: Yes
093) Have you ever started a rumor?: Im sure i have
094) Do you have your own phone/phone line?: No
095) Do you have your own pool?: No
096) Do you have any siblings?: Brother and sister
097) Do you prefer boxers or briefs? Boxers
098) Have you ever been played?: I was cheated on?
099) Have you ever played someone?: No
100) Do you get along with your parents?: Yes
102) How do you vent your anger?: Listen to music and write
103) Have you ever ran away?: Yes
104) Have you ever been fired from a job?: No
105) Do you even have a job?: No, i did.
106) Do you daydream a lot?: No
107) Do you have a lot of ex's?: 3
108) Do you run your mouth?: No
109) What do you want a tattoo of?: 3 x's, my family crest, some others.
110) What do you have a tattoo of?: I wish i did.
111) What are your favorite flowers?: Roses
112) What does your ex bf/gf look like?: Which one?
113) What does your most recent crush look like?: This is a lame question.
114) Have you ever been bitched out?: Yea, by my ex...the she found out she was doing the same thing she was yelling at me for...that was cool.
115) When was the last time you bitched someone out?: I dont know.
116) Are you rude?: I can be.
117) What was the last compliment you received?: "Ben, youre a really aweosme guy..." BS
118) Do you like getting dirty?: Not understanding this question.
119) Is your bellybutton an innie or outie?: Inner
120) Are you flexible?: Somewhat. More than you'd think.
121) What is your heritage?: Norweigan, Irish
123) What does your hair look like right now?: Short blonde
124) Could you ever be a vegetarian?: No
125) When was your last real heartbreak?: *tear*
126) Describe your looks?: No
127) If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: Black
128) Would you ever date someone younger than you?: I did...MISTAKE
129) Would you ever date someone older than you?: I did...MISTAKE
130) When was the last time you were drunk?: 7th grade
131) When was the last time you went on a date?: I dont know...i guess recently.
132) Would you rather give or receive oral sex?: No
133) Have you ever given?: No
134) Have you ever received?: No
135) Have you ever had an eating disorder?: No
136) Do you have one now?: No
137) How many rings until you answer the phone?: 2
138) Have you ever been skinny dipping?: No
140) Do you look more like your mother or father?: Father
141) Do you cry a lot?: When life calls for it.
142) Do you ever cry to get your way?: No
143) If you had to amputate one limb, what would it be?: Left arm.
144) What phrase do you use most on the phone?: Bye
145) Are you the romantic type?: Yes
146) Have you ever been chased by cops?: Yes
147) What do you like most about your body?: I dont know
148) What do you like least about your body?: I dont know
150) When was the last time you threw up?: I dont know
151) In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: If the make me laugh its all good. I've yet to find that.
152) What do the shoes you last wore look like?: Brown New Balance 574's
153) Do you ever wear shirts to show your belly?: All the time
154) What about cleavage?: All the time
155) Is your best friend a virgin?: Yes
156) Have you ever fucked someone up?: If this is referring to fighting, then yes.
157) Have you ever been fucked up?: If this is referring to fighting, then yes.
158) What color are your underwear right now?: White
160) What size shoe do you wear?: 12
161) What jewelry are you wearing now?: Plugs, watch
162) What is your screen name on AIM: Killjaclynbarr
163) Would you pick a wedgie in public?: Probably not
164) How are you feeling right now?: Sick wenis
165) When was the last time you were at a party?: Everyday is a party for me baby
166) Have you ever given a lap dance?: No
167) What do you sleep in?: Boxers, sometimes nothing
168) Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?: Im sure
169) What is one of your bad qualities?: Everything
170) What is one of your good qualities?: Everything
171) Would you marry for money?: No
172) What do you drive?: Toyota Solara
173) Are you more of a mama or daddy's child?: Im an independant woman
174) When was the last time you cried in school?: I dont know. Elementary school
175) Do you wear Chucks?: Yes
176) For two million dollars, would you pose for Playboy?: I dont think im hot enough
187) What time are you finishing this?: 10:31

Thu, Jan. 22nd, 2004, 05:57 pm
Trip

Im going to San Diego tomorrow until monday to visit with my brotehr for his birthday. That will be a really nice time to get my mind off of things. They(IRF) are recording on Sunday, that should be awesome but i dont know if i'll stay in his dormroom or go with them to the studio. Anywho...Thats all. It was awkward today at school. I didnt even talk to her. I miss her a lot. I dont know how she expects to be friends. Its really tough.

Wed, Jan. 21st, 2004, 09:57 pm

Well me and Kelley broke up today. isnt that lovely? our 5 months was 2 days ago...i dont know what to say. it sucks. but its probably for the best. im sad.

Mon, Jan. 12th, 2004, 12:08 am

If anyone could impart some wisdom on me, thad be great. just any kind.

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